Sprout Of Sadness

My heart feels like it could no longer carry this weight,

it has been too much this week, day 7/8.

I’m full of sad- and loneliness,

even my brain is a mess.

Can’t stop this pain in my body,

I’m feeling used and shoddy.

I’ve got nobody to talk with,

only this book to tell my myth.

I don’t know where this sprout of sadness comes from,

but I know I want to root out this scum.



Everything sucks right now.

What’s wrong, what’s fucking going on?

Am depressed.

There’s no railing, where I can hold myself.

There’s no light at the end of the tunnel, which leeds me.

There’s no hand, which is holding my one while walking along the abyss.

Hero, where fucking are you?


music fills my heart, people.

Fuck Forever.


my next cover: Fuck Forever by the Babyshambles.

Hope you like it, tell my about your thoughts, mates.


Imagination never ends.

When I’m thinking about you – my brain stops.

It’s irrational to “think” about you, it’s more like “hearting on you.”

I remember all the places we visited together. Keep them in my heart.

It’s just not fair that it seems like you have forgotten them.

Can’t you remember the hill, your car, our tree all the times we laid in our beds together?

My heart seems to cry when you don’t share these imagination with me, even if it’s over.

Imagination never ends.

Sticks & Stones.

New song, tell me what you think, mates. :))

Trolle des Waldes.

Die Welt verneigt sich um mich herum,

die Bäume sprechen Bände.

Sie beugen tief und halten fest,

und um mich ‘rum nichts als Hände.

Dünne grüne Finger,

wissen nicht wonach zu greifen.

Sie peitschen schnell von links nach rechts,

Als wollen sie ein Tier wegschleifen.

Die Kolosse drohend über mir,

türmen sich auf wie große Berge.

Weiß sind sie und blass,

alle unter ihnen Zwerge.

Ich weiß nicht wohin,

worauf mein Aug’ ich richten soll,

vor mir braun und groß,

dort steht des Waldes Troll.

Ich stehe hier und wünsche mir,

nichts mehr, als einer von ihnen zu sein.

Doch immenoch bin ich das Monster,

und stehe zwischen ihnen… ganz allein.


This is my fiiiirst Tattoo. If anyone wants to know the meaning, don’t hesitate to ask me :))

My wall ♥

It’s always the same – to see it in a higher resolution, click on it and open it in a new tab 🙂

All together now.

Candle is burning.
It smells good.
PC is lighted.
It makes a buzzing sound.
In my tooth is a little piece of raspberry.
A small splinter has took a seat in my pullover.
It's annoying me.
I look for it.
Now it's gone.
For ever.
People are nerve-racking.
I do not want to stress myself anymore.
I want to cut my heart out of my body.
Stop it.

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